If i ever feel bad about anything I remind myself about Coco Chanel’s very sad and very humble beginnings and then what she achieved through hard work and sleeping with the right people and then i am full of hope for my future
I actually don’t think I can watch The Walking Dead anymore because it’s just so upsetting and Hershel and it’s worse than Supernatural in terms of shit things happening to your favourite characters and if I were Rick I would have put a bullet through my head a long time ago ok I’m not happy
Thank you lauren for this beautiful close up
This was the first ootd I’ve done since I went into recovery roughly 2 and a half months ago. Obviously, with eating (or at least trying to) small meals everyday, my health has improved dramatically but my perception of myself is somewhere in the gutter.
I haven’t liked myself at all these past few months, especially weight and looks wise. So when Aysha texted me to do an ootd, I was hesistant at first but then I figured that if I didn’t like the photos I wouldn’t have to use them.
I spent a lot of time worrying and stressing out about how I was going to look horrid in the pictures and that I’d look fat and ridiculous. But comparing them to the previous outfit of the day’s that we’ve done, they aren’t actually that bad.
They aren’t bad at all. They’re great and I’m healthy and I’m slowly starting to come to terms with how I feel about myself and my body. I may not be 100% there but I AM getting there and I like to think this is a little step in getting better once and for all!
Some more pictures of yesterdays (?) outfit, I tend to dress more for comfort in winter than I do for actual style but two pairs of leggings and some long black boots make for a great substitute over jeans or trousers!
Here’s some details from my first OOTD in AGES with Aysha, it was very lovely and there were lots of golden leaves and pretty cats
I’m wearing ASOS boots, a Riverisland blazer and an AX Paris dress!